Perfection is what I desire
STARTING DATE 16th February 2011.
HEIGHT: 5'5" - 167cm.
SW: 8st12 - 56.2kg.
LW: 8st3 - 52.1kg.
CW: 9st4 - 58.9kg.
GW: A skinny body.

I'm a strong believer that looks are important and I want to lose weight so that I feel comfortable with my appearance. I am going to use Tumblr to document my progress. I believe that everything is in the mind, so therefore with determination I want to reach my desired look. The perfect end result would be skinny legs, a gap between my thighs, no fat hips, hip bone, flat stomach and toned arms. Not too much to ask for?!

I'm 17 and from England. I have been clinically diagnosed with depression, I self harm, half the time I want to commit suicide and I'm bisexual. If you want any advice or just someone to talk to, my ask is always open :) xx

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For all thinspiration blog owners…

Hello all.

I’d like to give a MASSIVE thank you to all those who filled out my questionnaire. I had so many detailed answered. I was over the moon! Big time love to all you beautiful people. You are all so kind, it really made me smile.

Today/tomorrow I am going to post a promo page & promo list of all those who filled in my questionnaire and wrote their url, also I will answer any questions/asks which I was sent. Sorry guys for the late delay- I have been overly busy atm!

I have one last request. Some of you said you were willing to make a video/voice recording of your thoughts/opinion on the ‘thinspiration blog’ and ‘eating disoders’ topics. It would mean so much to be and be highly appreciated! They would be used for my documentary, would be given promo on this blog and my main blog, allow people to see their views and also publication for themselves/blog. Also, I am planning on setting a meeting with BBC Three about my documentary and am going to see if they would want to make a professional documentary (a few media professional have suggested this idea to me). So, if this goes ahead, some of you could gain a little bit of fame and allow people to see your opinions.

If anyone is willing to help, please send me an ask and I can further discuss this with you. You don’t have to be the best public speaker, actress, etc and you can also do a voice recording if you wanted to me anonymous. Every little helps!

Thanks again, I really do love you all long time. Keep strong and good luck with achieving your goals,

Ella :) xx

To all that own a thinspiration/diet/weight loss blog:

Hey all.

I am making a documentary for my media class and writing a essay for EPQ about thinspiration blogging, eating disorders and people who diet. So, I was wondering if you wouldn’t mind filling in this quick QUESTIONNAIRE I have created. It’s completely anonymous, so you can be as truthful and descriptive as you want. It will take you about 5 minutes and will mean a lot to me! I will also make a promo list to all those who do it and write their URL in the ‘any other comments’ section.

The reason I am making the documentary is to show people that actually appearance and dieting is really important to some people and that the negative view and stereotyping about thinspiration blogs, eating disorders and people who diet is really hurtful and wrong. We are all people, but we just are not happy with our weight so we are doing something about it. I see no harm in that at all.

If you fancy helping a bit more, I’d really appreciate it! If you could sumbit/send via ask pictures, videos, messages, etc would be so useful! Also, reblogging this would be really helpful! Thanks for your time.

Stay strong and good luck with reaching your goals - Ella :) xx

Oh how I’ve missed you…

Eugh, I am not going even attempt to explain what happened to me and why I gave up dieting. But I am back. Here again. It makes me realize how much I missed dieting and my blog. I’ve put on sooo much weight. I look vile, so I can only wear jeans and t-shirts atm. Which is so annoying! Anyway, let’s fucking do this girlie’s, bring on the skinniness! - Ella x

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